This is a very old picture of me and River from quite a few years ago, I found it while I was looking through the old pictures that I have of him and me. I miss him dearly even with my new puppy Leo I still feel pretty sad or distressed whenever Leo cries or does similar things since I can see River in him. I feel like a part of my heart was ripped out whenever he died, I haven't really been the same since then. I just feel like there's a huge void in my heart that can never be mended or repaired. He was my everything despite all the times I'd get mad or frustrated with him he was the one who was always there for me as he smiled and put his head on my lap. I miss him so much.