What are you always so worried about kreese? It certainly isn't death. Isn't that the ultimate fear? The one that all others derive from? Everything else is just from a lack of control, or a lack of freedom, a lack of predictability, the denial of being allowed to witness the world, the removal of the ability to create, destroy and influence?
It still isn't my greatest fear. What is? I dunno, the ability to not create anymore, to be relegated to just watching the world, knowing people see me differently and that their view will remain like that forever.

I'm not scared of death. I honestly feel like it will be the moment with my greatest ability to influence the world. The most control over the world.