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1) thank you cousin for reminding me not to worry about potential disapproving strangers. whats more important is remembering my friends love me and want me to be happy!
2) of course! can we listen to more casiopea now?

im happy im at a place where i dont tie myself into knots over being disliked or doing something potentially that not everyone enjoys (self indulgent work, doing stuff for me for the sake of my own enjoyment). it is nice, and may seem strange to an outsider but is big for me. im happy i can share my things with you all here on furaffinity, i really like you all and it makes me happy to see you around. yes, you! i do still get kinda antsy im going to do something some day thats going to make my friends leave me without anyone telling me but i dont really think i have any friends or peers who act that way.. and if you do dont do that (not even just to me like in general thats a pretty fail way to handle your interpersonal issues). ok thanks for reading my crazy person ramble

some casiopea also, its only fair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-3OtUvs2aE