Art by  Kelevtov.

Such commission allows me to express the darker side of self, and sometimes commissions like this stay in my mind longer than the pure lewd ones.

The need to feel vulnerable and sad is part of who I am, that basically shaped my way to pursuit a relationship or how I interact with my partner. Though after some relationship turmoils, the new lesson I learned from relationships is that it is a precious ability to accept my own sadness and then move on to the next page of my life.

Welp there’s something sad that no one can ever escape from, and it’s the death itself and the nothingness which comes shortly after. I guess that means I always have a thing to be sad about. Yay for that?

Apart from these heavy stuff, shu is so cute and adorable ^^ definitely wanna give him (myself) a hug and cheer him up!