I recently had my birthday. It was on January 25th. Yes, some time has already passed, but I still really wanted to say this.
I have wanted for a long time to write a thank you post. As an artist to my audience, and also simply as a person to the people who supported me, especially at the beginning of this year. There was one person who helped me close a loan, and that support was absolutely incredible for me. I still cannot fully put into words how much it meant❤️🩹
The past few years have been very difficult. My style was degrading, I felt stuck and moving backwards. There was no feedback, only stress, university pressure, and no real opportunity to grow. But one thing I know for sure. I cannot live without drawing. And especially not without creating content for you. For my audience on FA and BlueSky, where I am waited for, loved, and where my work matters.💞
Last year I experienced severe burnout. Financial and emotional crisis, loneliness, academic pressure, lack of time to grow, and many other things led me to long term depression and obsessive compulsive disorder. I thought many times about quitting everything. About giving up completely.
But at some point I realized something important. Without drawing, I would not be myself. And here I am. Starting again from a clean slate.
I found a new meaning in growing. Animation, and the support of my audience. The ability to share a part of my life and creativity with you.
At the moment when I almost completely gave up, you, my dear friends and my dear audience, gave me support and so many warm words. I still carry that feeling with me.
I truly believe that I will continue to grow and bring you new content.
Thank you all so much for being here ❤️🩹
And I also want to say a special thank you to my beloved girlfriend, my future wife, for believing in me and not leaving me in this difficult situation. You are everything to me, my love. Thank you for being with me💋💞
I have wanted for a long time to write a thank you post. As an artist to my audience, and also simply as a person to the people who supported me, especially at the beginning of this year. There was one person who helped me close a loan, and that support was absolutely incredible for me. I still cannot fully put into words how much it meant❤️🩹
The past few years have been very difficult. My style was degrading, I felt stuck and moving backwards. There was no feedback, only stress, university pressure, and no real opportunity to grow. But one thing I know for sure. I cannot live without drawing. And especially not without creating content for you. For my audience on FA and BlueSky, where I am waited for, loved, and where my work matters.💞
Last year I experienced severe burnout. Financial and emotional crisis, loneliness, academic pressure, lack of time to grow, and many other things led me to long term depression and obsessive compulsive disorder. I thought many times about quitting everything. About giving up completely.
But at some point I realized something important. Without drawing, I would not be myself. And here I am. Starting again from a clean slate.
I found a new meaning in growing. Animation, and the support of my audience. The ability to share a part of my life and creativity with you.
At the moment when I almost completely gave up, you, my dear friends and my dear audience, gave me support and so many warm words. I still carry that feeling with me.
I truly believe that I will continue to grow and bring you new content.
Thank you all so much for being here ❤️🩹
And I also want to say a special thank you to my beloved girlfriend, my future wife, for believing in me and not leaving me in this difficult situation. You are everything to me, my love. Thank you for being with me💋💞
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