Venting: I'm depressed, and I lust for solitude which wouldn't solve my problem in the slightest. I have no real "friends" here other than people I can just say hi to in the hallway. I don't really care for these relationships at all. I spend most of my time here on my computer talking to friends far away and texting. I can tell that my dad is really starting to worry about me. This is also stressing me out. I talk to my family everyday. I'm thankful that my friends back home miss me enough to initiate contact with me. The most I've smiled all week was when my best friend skyped me for an hour. He's talked to me everyday since I left for several hours. I miss him, but I'm afraid to rely on him too much for human contact though he always contacts me first. I've been here for a week, and that's not enough time to throw in the towel, but I'm just currently miserable.

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