Sometimes you just want to disappear. Camouflage against the wall like a chameleon and fade into the background to avoid even being looked at by someone who makes you feel small, and scared, and worthless. Sometimes you just want to hide in a dark little corner like a frightened mouse and pray nothing finds you. But even if you could hide like that, it would only delay the inevitable.
I finally felt brave enough to say something today. It didn't go well obviously, and I almost cried afterwards, but...at least I finally said it. It wasn't even anything huge, imo, and it's very possible they didn't understand what I meant, but it still feels like an accomplishment. A very painful accomplishment, but I'll take what I can get.
Also, consider the shadow in the corner a sort of soft launch for my new fursona. Changelings feel so much more "me", these days; Figured I'd lean into it and design a changeling as my main fursona. Until I finish that artwork though, enjoy the silhouettes that have been popping up in my abstract fairy art.
I finally felt brave enough to say something today. It didn't go well obviously, and I almost cried afterwards, but...at least I finally said it. It wasn't even anything huge, imo, and it's very possible they didn't understand what I meant, but it still feels like an accomplishment. A very painful accomplishment, but I'll take what I can get.
Also, consider the shadow in the corner a sort of soft launch for my new fursona. Changelings feel so much more "me", these days; Figured I'd lean into it and design a changeling as my main fursona. Until I finish that artwork though, enjoy the silhouettes that have been popping up in my abstract fairy art.
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