I truly hate my life right now, for the last 4 years I've been struggling with persistent depression and anxiety along with stress from my job and school. I want to be an artist but I'm not good enough I was never good enough. I don't understand how people can make such amazing art. I don't have time to improve my art and when I do make something all I see are my mistakes. I don't have any close friends because I have trust issues and I don't have free time to socialize. I don't have a girlfriend or boyfriend because I feel like I would just be a burden. This is just the tip of the ice burg that is my life but I don't want to fully trauma dump on anyone who watches my account.