Step 1. Feeling very depressed today
Step 2. Draw happy man on ipad to test new pen
Step 3. Happy man make me happy

I got myself new replacement for apple pencil with a good deal so I want to try to draw something... it's embarrassing sometimes to admit that this fictional man make me so happy that it chase away my suicidal thought. Because i was having a suicidal thoughts before drawing this.
Crazy how art heal... Actually on that note i've brought two audio book about how art heal. I think i will try to finish this before my break over. I need some motivation :>

I'm fine now don't worry!