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Um.. hello there my fella watchers. It’s been quite some time since my last post, eh? Around a year or two now. Yeah, definitely not something to be proud of.
Long story short, had difficulties searching for will to live.. couldn’t find it yet but anyways. I’m sorry lots of you guys were ghosted by me (answered in dms to some of you), that’s another thing I’m not proud of and disappearing without a word is one cruel thing to do. I know :c
I’m not really that kind of person to talk much about myself and problems.. but since you deserve answers, that’s the least I can give you.
Back in 2023-2024 I kinda fucked up with my life but instead of working on myself I was doing absolute anything but to look at the problem. Coincidence or not it was also the time when I met a person, they seemed understanding and caring so much.. and I kinda lost my guard with them. Felt too comfortable being around. Once again, long story short, it backfired me painfully.
They told me just how caring and loving they are and how cold and selfish I’m for taking it as granted, though I tried and tried hard to meet the requirements. Maybe they’re right though, idk anymore. And at some point I had no choice but to quit some of my media accs in case to give all my time to them. That was a mistake, obviously…
I was never enough no matter how hard I tried. Felt like shit. And, eventually, burned out in the end. ("Funny" part is, that person was probably the only one irl who knew about my kink. They manipulated me with it quite successfully too I must admit.. still a bit worried they’ll use it against me one day..)
We’re not in touch anymore and I’m glad it finally happened… cannot say I feel much better though. Still, you deserve to know I’m alive, heh. At least for now.
Long story short, had difficulties searching for will to live.. couldn’t find it yet but anyways. I’m sorry lots of you guys were ghosted by me (answered in dms to some of you), that’s another thing I’m not proud of and disappearing without a word is one cruel thing to do. I know :c
I’m not really that kind of person to talk much about myself and problems.. but since you deserve answers, that’s the least I can give you.
Back in 2023-2024 I kinda fucked up with my life but instead of working on myself I was doing absolute anything but to look at the problem. Coincidence or not it was also the time when I met a person, they seemed understanding and caring so much.. and I kinda lost my guard with them. Felt too comfortable being around. Once again, long story short, it backfired me painfully.
They told me just how caring and loving they are and how cold and selfish I’m for taking it as granted, though I tried and tried hard to meet the requirements. Maybe they’re right though, idk anymore. And at some point I had no choice but to quit some of my media accs in case to give all my time to them. That was a mistake, obviously…
I was never enough no matter how hard I tried. Felt like shit. And, eventually, burned out in the end. ("Funny" part is, that person was probably the only one irl who knew about my kink. They manipulated me with it quite successfully too I must admit.. still a bit worried they’ll use it against me one day..)
We’re not in touch anymore and I’m glad it finally happened… cannot say I feel much better though. Still, you deserve to know I’m alive, heh. At least for now.
Category All / Fat Furs
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 682 x 630px
File Size 122.5 kB
We don't know each other so I hope ti's not awkward but I'm sorry to hear you've been going through that. Life's pretty rough right now for many people which is just unfortunate but I do hope you'll get better. Glad you're still there at the very least.
About the picture it's also rare to see likeminded people who aren'T the biggest fans of burps and digestive sounds haha.
About the picture it's also rare to see likeminded people who aren'T the biggest fans of burps and digestive sounds haha.
Thank you for kind words, I’ll try to bring back fatty vibes to this acc and no more sad vibes ;)
Yeeeeah, sometimes I think it’s picky and unrealistic to prefer clean image, but then I remember that it’s all about art and in an art world we can decide to make some things prettier than they’re supposed to be~
Yeeeeah, sometimes I think it’s picky and unrealistic to prefer clean image, but then I remember that it’s all about art and in an art world we can decide to make some things prettier than they’re supposed to be~
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