[July 2025]
Even though this drawing is pretty simple, i still hold it dear to my heart. There's something so personal about it and i can't really put it into words how comforting it is.

Whenever i think and i don't agree with myself, i always imagine these two. While Xil is looking at things from a rational point of view, Zűry is the reserved one, always getting anxious and emotional about the what ifs and what not.

Whenever i have to make a choice, i always imagine how these two would react to it, which way they would choose, what would be their arguments.
Whenever some random thought comes up, i try to find out "okay, which one of you said that". As in, did it pop up because of a down to earth logical reason or was it my emotional and anxious self acting up.

I somehow find it more useful to imagine them, rather than just abstract thoughts.
Kinda like anthropomorphizing my feelings.

Either i'm too imaginative or i might just have a bad case of maladaptive daydreaming. Who knows.