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Hello everyone! I've finally gotten around to writing about what's been happening to me lately.
In January, with the help of a doctor, I decided to stop taking psychiatric medication to save money. By CIS standards, I now have a significant credit card debt, so I decided to neglect my health, which led to dire consequences.
In February, my condition both worsened and improved. On the one hand, I found it easier to fantasize and imagine, and I felt more alive. But on the other hand, I felt like my skin had been ripped off; I felt like I'd lost my defenses, and I was experiencing intense emotional pain.
But the worst part is, I stopped working. As I've mentioned in other posts, my job consists of drawing characters here and on DeviantArt, selling YCH, etc. This is my main and only job. At one point, I couldn't cope with offline work due to mental health issues, and some friends suggested I work online, which at least helped me out of that hole.
And so, when I stopped taking my medication, I was already really bad at drawing, and without it, it got even worse; I couldn't concentrate on anything.
A month ago, I had to see a psychiatrist, but a less expensive one. I complained to him mainly about a lack of energy for work, apathy, irritability, and a few other things. At the moment, he doesn't know what to diagnose me with—schizoaffective disorder or bipolar disorder. I recently saw a clinical psychologist, and he said I have borderline personality disorder.
As for the medications, he prescribed me the same ones that once helped me, but then stopped working. Eventually, I got better. Now I don't feel so bad. However, some issues still remain, but they could probably be resolved with psychotherapy, which I can't afford right now.
As for commissions, I'm gradually drawing for everyone. At the same time, I'm creating new adopts and YCH, and I'm also accumulating commissions. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten anyone; I think I've sent sketches to almost everyone in the last 15 days. I'll keep working as long as I have the strength. I hope this therapy will help me in the long run.
Thank you for your patience and anticipation! Your understanding is very important to me!
P . S. : The art depicts the Eclipse х)
In January, with the help of a doctor, I decided to stop taking psychiatric medication to save money. By CIS standards, I now have a significant credit card debt, so I decided to neglect my health, which led to dire consequences.
In February, my condition both worsened and improved. On the one hand, I found it easier to fantasize and imagine, and I felt more alive. But on the other hand, I felt like my skin had been ripped off; I felt like I'd lost my defenses, and I was experiencing intense emotional pain.
But the worst part is, I stopped working. As I've mentioned in other posts, my job consists of drawing characters here and on DeviantArt, selling YCH, etc. This is my main and only job. At one point, I couldn't cope with offline work due to mental health issues, and some friends suggested I work online, which at least helped me out of that hole.
And so, when I stopped taking my medication, I was already really bad at drawing, and without it, it got even worse; I couldn't concentrate on anything.
A month ago, I had to see a psychiatrist, but a less expensive one. I complained to him mainly about a lack of energy for work, apathy, irritability, and a few other things. At the moment, he doesn't know what to diagnose me with—schizoaffective disorder or bipolar disorder. I recently saw a clinical psychologist, and he said I have borderline personality disorder.
As for the medications, he prescribed me the same ones that once helped me, but then stopped working. Eventually, I got better. Now I don't feel so bad. However, some issues still remain, but they could probably be resolved with psychotherapy, which I can't afford right now.
As for commissions, I'm gradually drawing for everyone. At the same time, I'm creating new adopts and YCH, and I'm also accumulating commissions. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten anyone; I think I've sent sketches to almost everyone in the last 15 days. I'll keep working as long as I have the strength. I hope this therapy will help me in the long run.
Thank you for your patience and anticipation! Your understanding is very important to me!
P . S. : The art depicts the Eclipse х)
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