I made it back okay and cleaned my room. On one hand it feels like nothing was accomplished, but on the other, things definitely Happened.
That was such a weird day. Anyway I have like 10 other pieces of art to show for her but I'm stopping the art flood for now.
I apologize-- this is not even close to what I normally upload, but it's a personal piece and I wanted to have her origins properly established before I start doing all sorts of other stuff with her.
That was such a weird day. Anyway I have like 10 other pieces of art to show for her but I'm stopping the art flood for now.
I apologize-- this is not even close to what I normally upload, but it's a personal piece and I wanted to have her origins properly established before I start doing all sorts of other stuff with her.
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Yeah I understand why people think that lol- I think at least 4 different people asked me about it with the finale comic. I should say something publicly to address this so here:
No, I don't think I'm plural. I do not experience any sort of dissociation, and feel firmly in control of my mind and body at all times.
On Vi: Doing the account takeover during the finale took a lot of brainpower and I did not feel at any point that she was talking, rather, it felt like a creative exercise in which I tried to construct what she would say to other people.
On Arlo: This is perhaps more interesting because she's something I did not deliberately construct, and demonstrated some agency within both my dream and the trance state. If she had agreed to front for me and that actually happened, I'd probably say that I'm plural. That didn't happen though, and I would say she's at best an imaginary friend, not really a headmate. I have not really interacted with her at all besides to imagine her in further comic scenarios, and if I try to imagine talking to her right now, it just feels like I'm the one coming up with both sides of a conversation.
Ultimately I think my brain works however I say it works, and if I believe I'm a singlet, then I am. If I really wanted to I could probably act as if I was a system, and it might become true, but that doesn't seem like something worthwhile to do.
No, I don't think I'm plural. I do not experience any sort of dissociation, and feel firmly in control of my mind and body at all times.
On Vi: Doing the account takeover during the finale took a lot of brainpower and I did not feel at any point that she was talking, rather, it felt like a creative exercise in which I tried to construct what she would say to other people.
On Arlo: This is perhaps more interesting because she's something I did not deliberately construct, and demonstrated some agency within both my dream and the trance state. If she had agreed to front for me and that actually happened, I'd probably say that I'm plural. That didn't happen though, and I would say she's at best an imaginary friend, not really a headmate. I have not really interacted with her at all besides to imagine her in further comic scenarios, and if I try to imagine talking to her right now, it just feels like I'm the one coming up with both sides of a conversation.
Ultimately I think my brain works however I say it works, and if I believe I'm a singlet, then I am. If I really wanted to I could probably act as if I was a system, and it might become true, but that doesn't seem like something worthwhile to do.
from my perspective I see it a lot more like compartmentalizing here! the dream state's where your overactive imagination can run off without you, to the point that buried concerns can gain meaningful-feeling voices like this. (see, his "imaginary friend" remark)
this sorta stuff can happen if you're plural, but someone of any mind can have these things to try and grasp at before they're forgotten about
this sorta stuff can happen if you're plural, but someone of any mind can have these things to try and grasp at before they're forgotten about
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