You can be mad at me
You can say all you want
You can throw me to the wolves, pretend you don't care
But I can tell that you're
Still looking at the time
When I would always come back crying to your front door

I can't seem to find it in my heart to forgive you this time
Even though there was a time when we would walk and talk about it

You would say we need fresh air
I would drag my feet along
I’d go outside, I'd say the words
That's on my mind, when I was hurt
You would listen, say your part
I would sigh, I’d understand
You’d work it out, then go back home
Then I would be okay again

You can tell him that he
Is the best bro you have
You can decide that I'm disposable in your life
But I can tell that you're
Still looking at your door
Cuz I would always come back to you just like before

I can't seem to find it in my heart to forgive you this time
Even though there was a time when we would walk and talk about it

I would say we need fresh air
You would drag your feet along
You'd go outside, you'd say the words
That's on your mind, when you were hurt
I would listen, say my part
You would sigh, you'd understand
I'd work it out, then go back home
Then you would be okay again

I wish you could come around
Maybe I could change my mind
Say something to make me smile
And forget everything before
I wish I could erase it
All the times that you weren't here
2023 and 4
And lemme tell you what you missed
November with the bad news
Diagnosis and the stage
The addiction, the ER trip
Not just the first, or second one
Even the secret third one
That most people don't know about
So how could I, let you back in
When you weren't here, for anything

Now we can't say we need fresh air
We can't drag our feet along
Can't go outside, Can't say the words
That's on our mind, when we were hurt
We can't listen, say our part
We can't sigh, or understand
Can’t work it out, or go back home
Cuz we can't be okay again