So...I've been really busy with my new job, and school, and so I haven't really been drawing much lately...But then it became school holidays and I...still haven't been drawing much lately. It's mostly just renderings of flowers and mushrooms, folks. I'm feeling pretty creatively low and I am kind of struggling to figure out what my art actually even means to me, and what I can do with it, and whether or not I even want to do anything with it at all. I think it's a bad sign that I'm so sick of random commissioners looking at the pieces I do for them and thinking that they will somehow further my arts practice. Maybe? But unlikely. I'm just occasionally doing a little something because I'm bored and it seems entertaining. At this rate, I severely doubt I have the temperament to do something with my art.

Which means I have to figure out what else I'm good at.

Crap.