I made this book 2 years ago for my first love, Zach. I spent well over 100 hours on it. I was with him (online dating) for over 2 years. I was making it with intention to mail it to him, but I never got it finished.
I've not uploaded mostly cause
1) it's unfinished and probably never will finish it.
2) I've never gotten over him, probably never will.. (But I'm doing a lot better)
and 3) it took me like 2 hours to scan all those pages in order and collage them into one image. >_<

I've only gotten around to doing this cause the song crossed my mind, I had to download it, and I nostalgia'd. I haven't heard that song in like a year. I fucking love that song.
When I ransacked my closet looking for it, I found the plushie heart I made embedded in the front was torn apart. I honestly don't remember if that was me or not- (might have very well after I broke up with Zach)..
But Also, over the summer my cat got stuck in my closet over the weekend we were camping and he ended up tearing everything up trying to getting out so that might have been it too.

Here's the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hg9-zW6njmk

Oh yeah, BTW- ZAR means "Zach And Rebecca"
..yup :I