its hard to be a mate toanother, sure, ya do yer best. but there is just a fear of loosing that speical someone to someone, i've been through so many relationships, and, well today, my mate was just sayin' this and that might happen..i'm alright---but at the time i was very upset. its hard to be perfect. of course there's no such thing as perfect, but there was this guy my (at the time like 6 years ago--she's my ex now/) chick knew--a friend and ex who seem flawless... he made me very angery. and me? well i try to be the best. even to my mate tom. but sometimes i can't help but think---would i loose him to some fucking dickhead? be it female or male? its so easy to loose yet so hard to try to keep i think. love is hard ya know? but, then, i never give up so easy. just sometimes, as determaine as i am at times....sometimes i just feel....like its useless.