i forgot i own an autographed CD from them...

ksjlsdj awesome <3

Love Bright Eyes, and that song. :>

Yesss <3 Gotta love Conor Oberst.

For some reason I think this would make an outstanding poster. haha

Love that song too though. It's probably not psychologically healthy, but there's something to be said for embracing depression, the shortcomings of life, and absolute mediocrity of humanity with a smile and relishing in how shitty this planet can be. Then again, I'm not sure the good people at Army Behavioral Health would agree with me.
We're all mad here!

Such a good song <3

Bleh. I just wish I could stop waking up in the morning feeling like shit and not even knowing why.

Because people are shitheads, because this planet is driving itself into a brick wall, because there's no honest measurable value of life, because our own accomplishments are hard to put into perspective and our actions virtually impossible to really justify. the usual ;]

I feel like dissatisfaction is the best indication of a thinking person. The status quo of everything is pretty damn pathetic. Somehow though, it works and everything muddles along. Not necessarily well, but functional. As a cynic I honestly thing it's all kind of amusing. Just keep laughing as the rest of these fuckers crash the bus into a wall going 90. Not much else to do. XD
Or maybe I'm just a terrible person. Irrelevant. Still laughing.

It's not even that I'm dissatisfied. I'm just lost, confused as hell, and slowly realizing that pretty much everyone I used to think cared about me only value me as a source of entertainment and a shoulder to cry on. It's dehumanizing. I'm plenty depressed without even touching on what's wrong with society. Then I get mega-depressed.

Daw, now that's a little too harsh. Friendship and human relations may not be the euphoric ambiguous concepts that our younger selves thought they were; like everything it's purely practical when you think about it enough. If people just are associating with each other to meet a social need there's really nothing wrong with saying people care about you because you make them laugh and help support them when they need it. I'd argue it's the exact opposite of dehumanizing; it's verifying your very practical worth to people around you and showing yourself to be, what most of society would describe as, a good person. Tis a good thing.

That doesn't make it hurt any less when you can be talking with (or be talked at by) one of your "best friends" for hours and hours and they don't even care to ask "how are you?"
I don't think of friendship in an unrealistic way, at least I don't think so. I just think of it as two people having a mutual interest in each other's well being. Right now, I can name no more than three people who have really made me feel like I'm more than something to indiscriminately vent at, and one of them is mom.

It's hard for a lot of people break through the mental barrier that every sentence can't be about them. Especially considering you associate with mostly who; 20yr and younger immature college kids? Not to say that military people are any better (they just don't want to talk about anyone's lives; their own included. lol) but it's seriously hard to find many people worth conversing with under the age of 25. Most of the time they just don't have the degree of life experience and social awareness that you're looking for. Just keep in mind the depth of the people who you talk to. lol

Haha, true fax.

Bleh. I don't even know anymore. Maybe I am being unrealistic and over emotional. I guess I just think it's sad that it's unrealistic to want to fell like more than a dumb novelty.

Well damn, looks like someone had a case of the morning emos.
THIS GUYYYYY :D

All I can do is live for today, and maybe a few days ahead.

How I feel about the world is what I do that day or what happens to me then.
It's kinda like having no feelings carry over each day.
Amnesia, but for feelings.