Watching the downward spiral is maddening,
Thoughts of escape are entertained in my mind,
Wondering…waiting…
……….suspense……….
Everything crashing down at once,
Listening to the profoundly insane ramblings…
Nothing can ever be the same…
All I want is you
And you don’t know how to be there for me…
Escape…
Traveling to unfamiliar territory…
Just for a fraction of solace in my own personal hell.
Words, refusing to slip out of my trembling lips…
Fear…fear of exposing the truth…
The truth about everything…
Truth about the fears and madness mixing together
Driving me insane…
Never before…never again…           
I’ll never understand why the strong one
Isn’t so strong right now…
Cruel trick…a gift from the fates…
Tis the way life goes…
Life goes on…eventually all will fade and pass…
But life will go on…
And I’ll be here
Waiting