bah.. if you enjoy writing you should do so..
if you enjoy doing works like you've shared in the past, do them
if you enjoy doing works that arent related to the.... fetishs you know we like, Do them
the Whole idea is for you to express your feelings how you wish to express them and gain insight how you can.
To grow is fundamental for your health mentally

This made me smile, in part because I know exactly what you're talking about.

I know how it feels, to me it sounds like you're really overthinking the work you do, A LOT like how I am with almost anything. The best thing I can say to do is talk to friends you trust, have them help keep you in a positive mindframe, and just write whatever it is YOU enjoy writing to get yourself into a groove. :)

I know the feeling... A bit too well if ya ask me :P

I recognize this feeling. *hugs* x.x it sucks...