Ngh. I have been alone in a house with no people for 2 days, and am already getting sad/going insane. Even having the house crowded was preferable to this, even though I had to tip toe through the kitchen at night. I think I'm going to crash through Loki's roof tomorrow in order to have real human contact. ;3;

I am not social, yet 2 days alone and I'm going insane. I've already cleaned like half of the house.

Plus, I've kinda realized I have no close friends. o____________o I should probably have realized this sooner, since I have an aversion of getting close to people. So every time I do get close to someone, I start building a wall around myself to keep them from getting closer. ;-; I now feel more alone.

WHY AM I RAMBLING!? Why do I keep breaking out into tears? WTF happened to the mental stability I was developing?