well, we're sneaking up on 4'th month of HRT, and I thought I would take a pic of myself today and do a little update on my progress thus far especially since today feels like a milestone moment in my transition.

So this pic was taken durring a hike foxxes and I went on, you can see foxxes butt from behind that tree :P, but before we went on our lil hike, we went to target to pick up some powerade, when the most amazingest thing happened. . . *drum roll plez!* the store clerk "ma'am"ed me c: might not sound like much but it was a very memorable moment for me, and put a smile on mah face which is always good I think.

Soo for the good stuff, changes, changes and changes! Ill start with the most obvious thing which is that the emotions have become a hell of alot more. . . sensitive, especially to things like a raging mate or general lifey stress, at the same time, on the flipside almost theres still the indescribable feeling of my brain working alil better as it has been getting easier for me to think through my problems even when I am breaking down crying or what ever, before I really wouldn't know how a problem I was having developed, atleast within me and what emotions I should assign to that and what I could do to deal with or remedy the problem, would be the best way I could relate to this change to words. As for my physical changes, breast growth, that has to be the big one here, the most noticeable change and it makes itself very present on a daily basis, that meaning my nips hurt > w<! body hair is starting to come in slower, Ive noticed I can shave my arms and wait like 2 weeks before a hair even pops through, which was not the case before hrt, hair would come back within a day, anywhere I shaved, plucking would buy like 3 days. My last two notes on physical changes are now my hips and thighs, and mah face, the hips and thighs I think have been getting bigger, I kind of want too focus excise on my thighs to sculpt them but iono, its also hard to do any kind of weight lifting now, not impossible, but getting really hard :P . and Lastly mah face! to be honest, I haven't been too confident with it, iono though my thoughts on that are that I know I haven't even gotten to my six month point of hrt, and my face shouldn't really start looking at all feminized until I hit that first year, but in the meantime I still feel like I look like just a pretty boy :c Though I got Ma'amed today so I might just be really really stupid and over critical about myself.

Buuuuttt

lemme know what you think c:

Gonna scrap this soons

and and another change I forgot was that I listen to Madonna a whole lot more now :3