*The color of our planet from far... far away...*

Regina Spektor- Blue Lips

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Sometimes I feel like my life is a mistake, I have wonderful thoughts saved in my heart from you that make my days bright.. but then the aches begins.. The pain... I was a pain in the ass, I hurted you.. and now I feel hurt too... sometimes I wish I could just bleed the pain away.

Thinking about a future without, with you far away hurts...
But we can't go back..

So blue.. so sad...