Shrek?

because the kids on the bus thought it fit me.

i was fat, ugly, and loved to wear green.

Yeah, and as I said to the comment below, Shrek is a very much loved character, extremely well known, and the moral of the movies tend to be "it's not what you are on the outside and true beauty lies within"

I'm glad my mom always drove me to school, lol. I think I was one of the popular kids because my mom was a teacher there. I didn't "fit in" but I was never ridiculed. Thank god I sorta just blended in and let Junior High and High School pass without taking a piece of me away, lol.

You wanna know what also sucks?

Being fat, ugly, and having the name Fiona..


that ogre shit still follows me around.. ~_~

totally not page stalking either. <<

meh. but fiona's a beautiful name...

<3 c: aww thank you<3

The ogre..i think they are calling her fat and ungly with the comment

Gotcha. That's a new one. It's funny because a lot of people love Shrek, and the moral of that story is it isn't what you are on the outside, rather, what you are on the inside. True beauty lies within, etc.

right. and they twisted it because they were rude, hurtful children.


because of them, i wouldn't go anywhere near the bus without a CD player and headphones.

Middle school sucked ass for most of us, I think. Even the popular kids didn't escape without some sort of damage (mostly stemming from insecurities and the inevitable fall from glory)

Chin up, you are who you choose to be, look forward to when allllll this will be behind you :)

it already is behind me... which is mostly why kind of did this. to just get it out and forget about it.

Good on ya girl <3 +respect!

I think Schop is pretty

i was extremely awkward looking until after i graduated high school and lost 50lbs.

I don't understand kids... we need to be taught to not fear others. All of these hurtful words seem to come from those who feel inferior and want to 'protect' themselves, it's so sad :(

they're just getting worse with the new generations, unfortunately.


which sucks, because... well... being an 11 year old girl ten years ago was probably the hardest thing ever.

Nope! 10 years ago we didn't have the EXTREME LEVELS of internet-hatred that we have today.

Well, I was in middle school around 97-00... the internet had Napster, but not Facebook/Twitter and I tell you, a LOT of damage is doled out on those websites.

Dude, I didn't even have a cell phone until my senior year in 2004, LOL! Man, I don't miss that!

Oh oh oh, you're saying it DOES get worse with each generation, in that case:

I agree COMPLETELY.

Yeah, I got my first cell phone in 2006 when I was a Junior and could drive to school... I had to stay after with band so I usually used it to tell my mom when I was done and omw home.

Facebook/myspace are horrible things... I even get made fun on WoW (which is sad).

I think society is just gonna end up offing itself, no need for an apocalypse :/

i was a junior, too. i had one because i DIDN'T have a car and had a bunch of afterschool stuff that usually went until "we got done," so i had to call for rides.


my nieces and nephews, who are 9, 10, 13, and 14 all have cell phones. (and ipod touches. and netbooks...)

I cringe whenever I see a young kid with an i-anything... young being up to my stomach in height (and I'm 5'3")
My parents were reluctant to even get me a gameboy xD

i had a gameboy, and that's all i ever wanted and needed. i didn't get my first ipod until i was 17, and i STILL HAVE THE THING.

i look at my niece, now, and she's glued to her ipod. like.. she NEEDS it. if it's not there, she freaks out.
she's 9 years old and HAS A FACEBOOK. sdjnbksjdnbkjndsbgf.

Didn't it used to be that you had to be 18 to get one? What happened to that? xD

you used to! at the beginning, it was college students only. shortly after that, they opened high school networks.

i was actually called shrek too, and it was one of the more hurtful nicknames i was given. i've been called slutty and whorish throughout high school because i was uncomfortable being friends with girls, and tended to spend more time with guys because they seemed less judgmental. it really affected me and even now i have issues with my self-esteem and have a hard time believing people when they say i'm beautiful.

you're a really pretty girl schope, and you're very talented, so nothing that anyone else says should matter at all!

thank the lord i'm not the only one ): that's one of the few SPECIFIC bad names that i've been called that i can remember clearly :/ i'll agree with you---it's probably the worst one.

i was the same in middle school and high school. i got along with dudes better. they don't have that... evil little girl thing going on where you have to do lord knows what to impress them.

because of all that, yeah... i sometimes go so far as to get defensive if someone calls me pretty. sometimes, i'll pull it off as a joke and just offhandedly say "fuck you; no i'm not."


but i'm getting better at shutting up and taking a compliment. so, thanks <3

oh man, it was brutal. it was that and fatass, variations on whore, etc. i had developed faster than anyone else and had a big ass and hips and tended to wear tighter clothes just because i didn't know what was flattering so i ended up looking a little on the edge of being skanky but now i dress like a total antique LOL. i was always the girl who didn't wear a lot of makeup, spent all her time with guys and didn't have to try that hard to flirt and still had little crushes, so i guess the other girls were pissed that i wasn't trying to impress them and was actually /nervous/ being around them so i came off as being cold.

see, girls aren't very creative most of the time when it comes to insults, so you can be thin and virginal but they'll still call you a fat whore because it's a) the easiest insult to think of and b) one that automatically makes you feel bad. girls are always just trying to compete with each other for attention and bragging rights and i hated it in high school, and refuse to even deal with it now.

the moral of the story is, if you're awesome, you're awesome and nobody can yammer on at you for that. you've got talent, and soon you'll be less defensive and more confident. it takes time to get over that shit, trust me, but once you realize it's usually all the same thing in a pathetic attempt to steal your awesome, you'll find it's easier and easier to just brush it off.

/END INSPIRATIONAL RANT

man... i know. i wore a 36D by the end of the 8th grade. through highschool, i went from a size 14 jean up to barely squeezing into an 18. now, i'm back to where i was in the 8th grade weightwise, but i still can't squeeze back into a 14 because i guess my hips developed in the time that i was fat. bahahaha.

in the time since high school, though, i've learned to embrace my size. i've found that lots of men actually prefer it. so.. it's kind of an awesome kick in the face to the 110lb girls running around school with their shapeless bodies and miniskirts. there's a ten inch difference between my waist and bust/hip measurements.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?

I FUCKING LOVE IT.

For clarification purposes, THIS is Brutal:  brutal

But in all seriousness, I do intend to respond to this intelligently. <3

LOL you /are/ brutal, yes. i apologize for speaking your name in vain. ;3;

I KNOW RIGHT, i'm a 34D and a 29 inch waist, so i have a bit of a difference between the two but my hips and ass are like out there, LOL. i used to hate looking the way i do and tried crash dieting and all that but when i realized it just wasn't going to happen i was like you know what fuck it, i'm going to just do a shitton of yoga. i don't find super skinny girls appealing at all, and i find that guys tend to think i'm pretty sexy even though my ass has the ability to knock over a cup of coffee while i stand.

POWER TO THE BOOTY BRO

bahahaha.

it's good you stopped crash dieting. chances are, you're built how you're meant to be built as it stands right now.

i think so. i'm currently a pesco pollo vegetarian so i eat mainly lean turkey and fish, and after i cut out most of the red meat i was eating i found i felt better and was less sluggish. that's just me, though, since my boyfriend is a raging carnivore and is still skinny as a rod.

bahaha. my boyfriend is 120lbs no matter how much he shovels in.

i have to eat red meat at any chance i get, though, since i've had issues with anemia. i prefer the taste of white meat, but you can't always get what you want.
i've found that taking in iron from foods treats me way better than taking supplements.

mine's over six feet and 160 pounds, not even...he's a skinny little thing with womanhips and it makes me giggle heartily.
i think that's actually what i have now, though i'm still in the process of getting bloodwork done. i'm already sick though so it isn't a huge deal, but it would make sense of why i've been sleeping all the time. i don't think i'd really mind going back to red meat though, if i had to. i used to love big macs, LOL.

when i was at my worst, i slept... all the time. 10 hours a night at least, and through two of my classes. nap after school. i've slept for entire days at a time. :/ they'll probably put you on a hardcore supplement and also encourage you to eat more red meat and spinach and all that. it gets better pretty quick, but you've gotta keep up what you're doing or i'll just go downhill again.

i got on the depo shot to make my periods chill out and not be so heavy. i don't even get a period anymore, and that's actually helped.

yeah, that's me now. i'm just so exhausted all the time that i nap frequently and find myself tuckered out after four hours or so of being awake. i'll just probably lean towards leaner cuts of red meat so i don't get as nauseous and then go from there. i'm on a birth control pill that makes me only get it like four times a year, thank god. girlstuff sucks.

i'm surprised that hasn't helped you ):


and yeah... i know how much it sucks going back to hearty red meats after you've been away from them for awhile. :/ good luck :D

I was called alot of those.
I whooped ass after too long.
Then I got expelled, Never was fucked with again in the neighborhood tho.

i'm too much of a pushover to whoop ass.



i totes should have.

I was shoved around too, untill I'd had it, one kid bumped into me, knocked me into my locker, and I turned around and my 14 year old self grabbed this 16 year old by the back of the head and just bounced it off his locker.

Left a pretty good dent. :3

Your none of them things never was never will be

You are a beautiful person. Fuck the masses because you're awesome.

fook em fucktards at school, kids can be cruel fuckers, i know how ya feel it got so bad for me at one point i was bein actually beat up everyday (by lads none the less) and one day i snapped and held a knife to oe lads throat and nearly got arested..... lol best days of you life my arse....
anyhow i think ya gorgeous (not comin on t ya dnt worry) and all round a nice lass xx

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I know how you can feel.

man, i'm sorry ): just do what you can to blow them out of the water and make them proud. get right the fuck out of that house, and then you'll never have to deal with their bullshit again.

I'm trying. But it's hard becoming independent.

*jokes* Lemme live in your sock drawer.

kids can be the worst thing in the world but it also will give some power. The I don't care what you think anymore power is the most fun power. >.< but you are awesome. AWEEEESOME with your panda person thing and art skillssssss

okay awkwardly leaves now.