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Sometimes I feel like I'm lying to myself to avoid the hurt of being disappointed by how boring the world really is. I say nothing truly amazing happens without some kind of boringly reasonable explanation. But deep down, I really do want to think that there is a unicorn out there somewhere. I 90% sure there are metaphysical things out around us, if there aren't, then boy I'm much more insane than previously anticipated, but what bothers me so much is how I've had my heart open all this time and nothing really approaches me, but others who don't want anything to do with unexplainable events seem to get all the luck. Simply unfair in my opinion. I hope to have my day of experience some day soon. Either that or simply wake up. Whatever happens, i'm getting increasingly bored with waiting.