This is a sketch of something that may or may not get finished in the future. As of right now, I want to finish it but I keep editing it so I dunno if I'll ever get to a point where I'm happy enough with it to ink/color it. At this moment, I do NOT want a crit on anything in the image. No matter if you think it's helpful or not, right now this is completely unfinished and that's why it's in my scraps. <3
But anyways...
I woke up this morning with just an intense and overwhelming feeling of utter inner contentment. I wish there were words to describe just how I feel, but I am finding it incredibly difficult to discover just what they might be. I can honestly say it is one of the most amazing feelings I've felt in such a very long time, and whatever it might be I am glad to have felt it.
To coincide with my emotional desires from this morning, I've spent most of the evening watching romance movies of all kinds. From romantic comedies, to love inspiring dramas, to timeless classics. From watching all these movies, my mind started to wander in several different directions.
They say that when you are in love you know it, you'll know with every fiber of your being. From your head to your toes, deep inside your bosom, deep within your soul you just know it. Some say it hits you like a ton of bricks, others say it's a fire that burns deep inside you that turns to a fiery blaze the moment your eyes lock onto that special someone's.
Whether or not I ever find the true love that I have searched for since I was little, I can't be certain. As desperately as I want to find my knight in shining armor, my fairy-tale prince that comes riding in on his valiant steed, perhaps I'm looking too hard at the surface and missing what lies beneath. Maybe my eyes are searching for the metallic pieces of armor, but my heart is screaming that it's invisible.
Love blinds you as they say, but can the fact that you are in love with the idea of being in love blind you from finding that special someone? Can that person really be standing right in front of you and your eyes seem to wash them out of existence because they're trying to look just too hard instead of just listening to what's inside you? Is that possible?
Eh who knows. Perhaps I'm just thinking way too much into this, as I am pretty sure most people who look at pics hardly read the descriptions if they get too long. Which I am sure this counts for. XD
Anyways, to sum up all that blathering, random pic of Clemi relaxing after plucking flower petals... just laying in the grass utterly happy and in love with being in love. <3
But anyways...
I woke up this morning with just an intense and overwhelming feeling of utter inner contentment. I wish there were words to describe just how I feel, but I am finding it incredibly difficult to discover just what they might be. I can honestly say it is one of the most amazing feelings I've felt in such a very long time, and whatever it might be I am glad to have felt it.
To coincide with my emotional desires from this morning, I've spent most of the evening watching romance movies of all kinds. From romantic comedies, to love inspiring dramas, to timeless classics. From watching all these movies, my mind started to wander in several different directions.
They say that when you are in love you know it, you'll know with every fiber of your being. From your head to your toes, deep inside your bosom, deep within your soul you just know it. Some say it hits you like a ton of bricks, others say it's a fire that burns deep inside you that turns to a fiery blaze the moment your eyes lock onto that special someone's.
Whether or not I ever find the true love that I have searched for since I was little, I can't be certain. As desperately as I want to find my knight in shining armor, my fairy-tale prince that comes riding in on his valiant steed, perhaps I'm looking too hard at the surface and missing what lies beneath. Maybe my eyes are searching for the metallic pieces of armor, but my heart is screaming that it's invisible.
Love blinds you as they say, but can the fact that you are in love with the idea of being in love blind you from finding that special someone? Can that person really be standing right in front of you and your eyes seem to wash them out of existence because they're trying to look just too hard instead of just listening to what's inside you? Is that possible?
Eh who knows. Perhaps I'm just thinking way too much into this, as I am pretty sure most people who look at pics hardly read the descriptions if they get too long. Which I am sure this counts for. XD
Anyways, to sum up all that blathering, random pic of Clemi relaxing after plucking flower petals... just laying in the grass utterly happy and in love with being in love. <3
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For most of the last week I've been kind of riding the same wave. Everything feels like it's coming together. And, like you say and describe, whether or not ms. right comes along, The idea of love and being in love is indeed beautiful. It is a romance in itself. Mazeltov!
I know what you're talking about there....I've spent so many years searching for that special someone, and gone through SO many different experiences from doing so, both good and bad. I've given up at least once as well...And I'm starting to think that maybe sometimes we don't find our special someone....Because sometimes that person finds us first instead <3 I dunno though...Too early to tell XD
What you wrote there was beautifully expressed and I really hope that you do find that special someone one day and I hope that this beautiful picture does get finished. I figured because I took the time to read all of it I could at least tell you what I've been told since I was young and in love and frustrated. To answer your question I think you can over look love if you search to hard, you can also make up love that was never there, it's happened to me and to other people who have decided that someone else loves them more then they really do and it hurts when reality smacks on your door. I've lost friends in the past from wanting to find love so badly, and I've been hurt way too much from it but here's what I've been told. My god sister, who has never really been famous for being the most optimistic of people gave me one bit of good advice. Up until last year I never really listened, but she told me. " You shouldn't be looking for love, love finds you." As much as folks could argue that it's impossible, I've heard more people say it's actually quite true. With my current mate? I actually found him while looking for a friend and not a boyfriend and it just so happened we fit together. I hope it lasts, a lot but it might not. Anyway, that's my answer. To make it more clear, I think if one is searching too hard they may over look the person they're trying to find. Anyway, I hope my rant helps and I love your picture!
*Gently leans over your head, smiling warmly down and lightly nosing you*
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yr-LkA4R_hI
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