This was written soooo long ago by your's truly, right after my first real breakup. It's seems a bitch bitchy now and as my other one went I think I can say we're relatively good friends nowadays, don't talk much though.

Here ye go:

My heart has been cut, my hopes have been smashed
I feel the pain of a red-hot lash

My childhood friend, my best bud in the world
Left me so sick I think I will hurl

Why did she go? Why didn’t she stay?
We had so much fun when we’d laugh and play

But she’s gone now and will be forever
When will I see her next? Let me think, never…

How will I find a way to get over this dull pain?
Or will I spend the rest of my life feeling the shame

Of letting her go right through my grasp
It was always her first, and always me last!
Why can’t I shake her out of my mind
Thoughts of her are like deadly land mines

I want to have her back but I’ve given up hope
I’ll just sit here as I cry and miserably mope

The world isn’t fair. Her choice was unjust
I got cocky and went all in, but I bust…

My eyes dry up but the pain will remain
I rely on my friends who will help me reclaim

My dignity, if I even have any left
Or will they leave me here, to rot and to fest

I’ll eventually get over her. I accept it, it’s true
But until then my heart will stay black and blue