"I'm alone... and I'm scared... I'm so scared."

I wasn't sure which one to post, so I decided upon both. <3
Artwork is by the incredibly talented Jennadelle and depicts a scene out of our post-apoc/nuclear winter side project Sanctus Sol. This would be about a month after Dex is killed in an ambush. In his grief, Lux has taken to writing letters to her discussing his travels- kind of like a verbal map for her to follow, as though she could simply rise from the dead and one day find him again.

The writing on the wall comes from a text file I have, which. Is pretty much just a collection of the notes he would leave her and reads:

“AD 2501

Dear Dexter,

I know it’s been two weeks since I last wrote to you. It’s hard to make a scheduled routine out of something when the wasteland is neither routine, nor ordinary.

I find myself often thinking of you and how, reluctantly, I had to leaving you resting along Carrigan’s Pass. I hope that you’ll one day understand why I had to go on alone and that you can find it within yourself to forgive me for what I’ve done.

Was it really over a month ago that we parted ways? I pray that they have treated you kindly where you are, and that you’re not too lonely without me. Despite how little time has passed since our parting, I miss you with every fiber of my being and every part of my soul. At times, I can only take comfort in knowing that in your twenty-one years of a miserable existence, I was at least capable of providing you with the best three years you had ever known.

Could you ever forgive a fool for being unable to help you when you needed someone most?

-Lux"

Anyways, art is, once again, by Jennadelle.
Lux, Sanctus Sol, and related concepts[created by myself] belong to me.