Avyris is feeling really down. . . and I know how how she's currently feeling feels. Probably more than anyone would think I do if I didn't say anything about it. I really feel I need to help her out, even if for whatever reason she hates me for it. I refuse to just sit here and watch her heart bleed without doing anything about it. I just can't do that.

I've followed her artwork for a while. She's an amazing artist. . . and the thing is I don't bother stalking someone online normally unless they're my friend. But I have a hard time laughing and Avy and Zoe made me giggle sometimes, so I started following them on formspring for the sake of humor. One day, no one was online and I needed someone to talk to, so I swallowed my shyness best I could and decided to ask Avy if she wanted to talk sometime on YouTube. We've only talked a few times, but from the times I have talked to her I really like her as a person.

Maybe I just easily cling to people. . . I don't know. But what I do know. . . is that right now, Avyris needs the help I use to think I'd never get. And while therapy is great, there's no medicine as powerful as love. I know how cliche that sounds, but from my own personal experiences that really has been proven true. And I don't care what it means. . . someone needs my help, someone who I relate to the pain of too well. . . and I must do something.

But enough babbling on to those who probably don't feel like reading this.

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Dindella rat © me.