
An emotionally venting speedpainting.
Nearly half the days this past week, I've had a bunch of little things go wrong. My favorite pair of pj bottoms got several holes in it(each time I fixed one, a new one appeared), stabbing myself while trying to sew, losing a favorite pair of headphones(that broke anyway), having my mom yell at me for no reason(cause she's catching a cold and got snappy), nearly tripping who knows how many times, and just a bunch of other little things.
The little things started to build up and just nag at me and no matter what I tried to do to destress, nothing was working. I tried working on commissions and my hand just wouldn't cooperate with what my brain saw, I tried hopping on WoW to kill something and had a few people bitch me out on there out of the blue, tried making something off the computer completely and just had issues with that.
Finally I decided I was going to work on a piece that was for me and me alone. To just 'Let It Out' and let all of it out at that. Halfway through working on this pic I admit I was starting to fight back tears just from being so stressed out. That's why I added the tear onto this pic.
This is what I feel like a toxic scream can look and feel like. It's not the most original image in the world, but dammit I don't care. I just needed to do something to help me let all the little crap go, and this did.
So to sum it up, feral Clemikou pissed as hell and just screaming and crying to let all the tension out.
Program Used: Photoshop CS2, Digi Pro graphics tablet
Time Taken: 1.5hrs
Edit: Song I listened to during - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOOYYyJ9C18
Nearly half the days this past week, I've had a bunch of little things go wrong. My favorite pair of pj bottoms got several holes in it(each time I fixed one, a new one appeared), stabbing myself while trying to sew, losing a favorite pair of headphones(that broke anyway), having my mom yell at me for no reason(cause she's catching a cold and got snappy), nearly tripping who knows how many times, and just a bunch of other little things.
The little things started to build up and just nag at me and no matter what I tried to do to destress, nothing was working. I tried working on commissions and my hand just wouldn't cooperate with what my brain saw, I tried hopping on WoW to kill something and had a few people bitch me out on there out of the blue, tried making something off the computer completely and just had issues with that.
Finally I decided I was going to work on a piece that was for me and me alone. To just 'Let It Out' and let all of it out at that. Halfway through working on this pic I admit I was starting to fight back tears just from being so stressed out. That's why I added the tear onto this pic.
This is what I feel like a toxic scream can look and feel like. It's not the most original image in the world, but dammit I don't care. I just needed to do something to help me let all the little crap go, and this did.
So to sum it up, feral Clemikou pissed as hell and just screaming and crying to let all the tension out.
Program Used: Photoshop CS2, Digi Pro graphics tablet
Time Taken: 1.5hrs
Edit: Song I listened to during - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOOYYyJ9C18
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Mammal (Other)
Size 800 x 650px
File Size 531.8 kB
Yeah, sometimes we just have rough days, weeks - dare I say sometimes a whole month? - can seem pretty awful. It takes a lot of strength sometimes just to put up with it, but it sounds like you were pretty patient, and that's great. Sometimes for nice people these things just kind of stack up and seem worse than they are, but there's nothing wrong with that. We shouldn't be afraid to cry, just to let it all get out. *hugs* God bless you
same to you. :) Not too rough a time, really. Things just get frustrating, you know. Same as you described, its these little things all adding up. I've been on the verge of crying and screaming like that for the past few days, when all things considered, I should be happy.
Anyways, the details on Clemikou's mouth are very well done. Fur looks so soft you could touch it too.
Anyways, the details on Clemikou's mouth are very well done. Fur looks so soft you could touch it too.
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