the right arm is not ment to be finished like a fading memory and with time it will fade though a part will forever be yours and forever be missing from me....

I'm sorry to hear that, it sounds really tragic what has happened to you. Don't loose hope buddy.

i did all that i could to show i was legit weather he sees it or not it not my problwm.... well kinda it is my problem.... but who know one day i might find someone else.. as honestly i have slim hope that what was will ever be again, least i have some of the best times of my life to remember thanks to him......



that day i will accept defeat and settle fore second best :(

*offers you a friendly hug* I am really sorry that this has happened to you. But please don't loose hope, I am sure you will make it, somehow. You will find the one that will make you a whole, and fill that missing piece you are missing. I don't know who this person was you have been together or why you are not together anymore, but it is good you look at this relationship the way you do it, to see the good things you have experienced.

yea its taken me a long hard road to come to this mind set , my heart still pleads to change my mind still and its a stuggle but intime i will train my heart to feel the same as the head, he is still my closest friend, and having him in my life as that is good at least, but hey so long as he is happy with his life choices and his mate mate him happy i dont really mind not beign with him,


but sometimes i get the feeling he isnt happy, though i am trying to belive he is its an odd thing for me, bever really cared for somone like this its somethen inside tellen me you know no thought no words needed a feelign present overbearign at times, sadly i have wished for it to go away at times as it causes more problems then fixes....


anyways i am use to where i am at now, you knwo that motto good guys finish last well i belive that soooo

good guys finish last wasll i guess i will be here when you'r dead and buried... lol i guess one way to look at it

though sadly beign always the friend and never more does grow on a soul and when somoen you meet somthen inside screems the first tiem you see them sayign stick with them feel it feel his aura feel his spirit ou knjow it to be true never loose them, and its a difficult task to listen to that feeling and stay as friends only *he obviously knows my feelings already* though past is past present is present and the future i dont see that changing no matter weather i want it to or not heh



sorry i wrote alote feel free to im me and tlak more

but thats about all i got to say i care for them but am tired of trying cause in the end... whats it doing.... making me miss them more... maybe i can forget like so many have done to me....

No problem buddy. Maybe you just had to let fall something from your chest, that is maybe have written so much.

I will add you to my Skype list, if you ever feel like it, just note me and I will listen to you buddy and try to help you. Talking with somebody can really help, I am talking from experience.

yea well normaly i dont talk about these things though i have found latly it does help cause i do want it to stop.... then again i dont