i love you bro, you know you are the best, no matter what

Thanx bro this is what pissed me off so badly its what I found out my cunt of a mother did again

it is time like these where you have to show what are you made of, show that "mother "of yours that you are stronger, bigger and better than her, show her that she can hurt you like she did before, that you have real friends that loves you, and they will always be there for you, show her that she can't beat you, because she can't

Thank you bro but even though she can't beat me she still stole all my money in my checking accout again I am so pissed that I can't think right she was right when she called me a sociopath but only to a degree
whenever anyone needs help I always do what I can but if someone screws me over well I will feel no pitty for them when Im beating them down but she's my mother and I don't hit women and my lil brother idolizes her so whenever I do something wrong she make him and the rest of the family believe I a worthless nobody but I know im somebody
hell I was in the fuckin U.S AIRFORCE your right bro she can't bring me down if I don't let her but still im officially broke again so yeah that's what started the rant
its kinda funny people thing rant for no reason its just they never care to ask what its about cause every time I rant its usually justified but oh well

And love ya to bro yer a great bro and anytime you need help you know im here

If our blood "family" won't support us we find support in a more tight-knit family of close friends and even with our mates.
Sometimes people are lucky and their blood "family" may accept them, i was lucky but i know others who aren't and i may not 100% understand their pain. I can imagine all i want but it doesn't make it real. I wish this world was more openminded but i can wish all i want and usually see no result.
I want to try to help people if i can. I may not understand everything but i can try. If people want to talk to me i try to listen.
I may not always have something to say that will help. I want people to know that i support them. I i say i hate someone or something it's not about what they it's about who they are as an indvidual. I have a very few people i can say i truly hate.
I try to be as openminded as i can. I'm openly gay but i havnt gotten much shit for it. I see lots of instances where people
get teases and bullied for it but the school i go to is more openminded than i first though but people still think i am a freak for other reasons. I grew up with a "don't f**k with me" mask that i wore through middleschool and most of highschool and it's my senior year and people are still afraid of me which in some ways i good but in others isolates me to a few close friends at school. I have my issues but they are not as severe as some people. i want to understand people who have gone through worse but since i never expeierenced anything that severe it's hard. i admit i had a few issues but i have never had to have a real fight.

when i start to talk i usually ramble a bit and i say alot more than originally intended sometimes
but it's part of what makes me who i am

Its ok im us to betrail but growing up I had to fight for everything I come from a military family for the most part even went in the AIRFORCE
But I was the guy in all the schools I went through that would fight for almost any time I got set off yeah I had a blind rage problem but yeah hey the way I see it the one who has a loving family I am happy for them and I always do what I can ta help anyone so if you find yourself in need of help advice or just someone to vent to feel free to hit me up with a note er somethin