I'm far from perfect and sure I tend to run
I shy away from ex's for ONE reason it's because it never worked
as I hoped it would. If I stop talking to you it means I want you gone in a way but
not completely as I choose to watch from afar to see you happy.

I yearn for something so very special, to be loved and to love. I wont stop searching but yet at the same time I sometimes give up and retreat to the comfort of my nesting area. Holding close to me, a few cherished animals given or bought.
I hug them closely while I fight my tears but yet when I fall asleep I dream of the perfect mate that has flaws and is unique.
Either I will find you or you shall find me one day but until then I wont stop dreaming <3