Yeah, um...we all have our ups and downs, right? Well, ah, today was one of my 'down' days...and, well, they say that art is theraputic right?
this is based on one of them thingy's that have your self portrait or somethin' in the middle of a bunch of words where you like, shout out what you always wanted to say...um...well, this is what goes through my head when I'm feeling at my lowest.
I...I have very low self essteem. VERY low. I hate myself. I have bad thoughts a lot. Luckily I'm pretty fast on the rebound, so I usually just wait it out until I can do something like this or get to doing something that perks me up or I perk up naturally and then I'm better.
Been some pretty bad days lately though...
I'm pretty proud of Faia down there though. She's feral, 'cause I can't draw much but feral wolves. (giggles at her anti gravity tears)
She's fat too. I'm happy with that, 'cause I'm a fat person and we need more drawings of fat sona's darnit. She's me, she ain't some stick. XP
I experimented, did a lot of crayon, and some marker...wonder if I shoulda done a bit more backround color instead of just writing the words in the color.....hum...
I has no scanner...or if I do, I don't know how to use it. So y'all get crappy picture instead~
Just givin' the voices in my head a...voice. >.>;
this is based on one of them thingy's that have your self portrait or somethin' in the middle of a bunch of words where you like, shout out what you always wanted to say...um...well, this is what goes through my head when I'm feeling at my lowest.
I...I have very low self essteem. VERY low. I hate myself. I have bad thoughts a lot. Luckily I'm pretty fast on the rebound, so I usually just wait it out until I can do something like this or get to doing something that perks me up or I perk up naturally and then I'm better.
Been some pretty bad days lately though...
I'm pretty proud of Faia down there though. She's feral, 'cause I can't draw much but feral wolves. (giggles at her anti gravity tears)
She's fat too. I'm happy with that, 'cause I'm a fat person and we need more drawings of fat sona's darnit. She's me, she ain't some stick. XP
I experimented, did a lot of crayon, and some marker...wonder if I shoulda done a bit more backround color instead of just writing the words in the color.....hum...
I has no scanner...or if I do, I don't know how to use it. So y'all get crappy picture instead~
Just givin' the voices in my head a...voice. >.>;
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Doodle
Species Wolf
Size 1280 x 956px
File Size 166.7 kB
Sweetie we all deal with this sorta stuff. It doesn't make it easy, but what makes us who we are is the fact that we move on. Don't feel bad because you are who you are, step up to the things you dislike about yourself and either change them or grow to love them. You only get one you after all. Besides, if you don't love yourself, how the HELL are you gonna love someone else? CanIgetanamenoverhere! Let the music play!
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