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(Yiri):Aww poor guy, /hugs you, I know how you feel, I had this crush on a guildie of mine in a game and he hates me now but I just laugh at how I used to think of him
(Yiri's conscience): he's really crazy he still likes the guy but he doesn't admit it
(Yiri):Quiet you! /points wickedly at conscience,
(Yiri's conscience): he's really crazy he still likes the guy but he doesn't admit it
(Yiri):Quiet you! /points wickedly at conscience,
Well, I DO still like him and he does drives me crazy... He was the most amazing dude I've ever met... The greatest, and I'd love to see him again... Actually I'd give my life to see him again... But I'd never try another mating relationship with him... Or anybody else, I just feel that I'll hurt him again.... So I gave up on Love... Yeah, so silly I know... But I just won't be able to live with another rejection... Even being my fault...
I'm a monster, should I cept dat? I fucking screwed with everything, I was his first boyfriend and I fucking broke his heart... How could I cept myself after dat?... Maybe if he say "I forgive you" someday, I'd hate me less... In my dreams I keep seeing him... *chuckles* that cute chubby Woleo (wolf+lion)... Dam How I miss him...
Just please don't be mad at me, I've been hiding because I didn't know how you would react I've been so stupid and I've been lying to myself to help me feel better ever since I lost my fluffy lion, and only if you want to, it would make me really happy if we fixed this and still get to be friends or even more than that if you want
And even after all this time, I realize now how much you mean to me and that coming back to apologize for my behavior just to hear you say my name even if it woukdve been the last time, it was worth it. Never will I forsake you again for anything you do, my first true lover, and my only love in life.
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