For  yaegashi
Someone whom i love and fear(fear because usually whenever i love someone they almost always hurt and abandon me...dont know if he will so the fear remains...for now)

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Words can not express how i feel.
That someone could love me and want me around,it cant be real.
Its gotta be a dream.
The kind which ill wake up from and scream.
I have been used and abandoned for so long.
The way ive been treated is just so wrong.
All i ever wanted in life was to find love.
To be loved by someone for a lifetime is what ive only drempt of.
My quest has been long,my heart, wounded by a score
That quest will soon lead me to your door.
You saying you want a life with me..its what i have been questing for.
I should be happy and so much more.
Yet still im afraid...ive heard those words before.
Those words have always ended in my tears.
But i must not give in to my fears.
You are adorably chubby and kindhearted to a fault
Exactly the type of person who makes my heart halt.
Thoughts of you now fill my days.
Because of you,im in a daze.
Once again do i find
Wonderful thoughts fill my mind
Could it be that someone truly wants me as more than a yiffy friend?
Am i dreaming....is my lonely quest finally nearing its end?
Have i finally found someone with whom i can spend...
Day after day of domestic bliss?
Did cupid shoot his arrow and finally not miss?
By the gods i just do not know...
But to you,and to Vegas i shall go
Your more awesome than Batman's utility belt.
You have me feeling higher than ive ever felt.
It would really hurt if i fell.
Will i????only time will tell.