something stupid. v n v ;;;
i'm pretty proud of it though..so..I'mma post <3
WARNING; VENTING SOME STUFF AHEAD..
looking back, I realized how one sided most of my friendships have been from childhood. Even now, it seems like everyone just uses me to get together with other people. They all try to sit there and say "I'll be here for you..I'll talk if you ever need me" and then I text them..and it's like I never existed..once they've gotten what they want..I'm instantly discarded..
I guess this is why I'm so socially awkward..I forgot how to open up and communicate..'cause, a part of me, is afraid of getting attached? It seems like thing are going well but then a part of me is like "it's fake..stop it..stupid' I don't know.. asdfghjkl;
i'm pretty proud of it though..so..I'mma post <3
WARNING; VENTING SOME STUFF AHEAD..
looking back, I realized how one sided most of my friendships have been from childhood. Even now, it seems like everyone just uses me to get together with other people. They all try to sit there and say "I'll be here for you..I'll talk if you ever need me" and then I text them..and it's like I never existed..once they've gotten what they want..I'm instantly discarded..
I guess this is why I'm so socially awkward..I forgot how to open up and communicate..'cause, a part of me, is afraid of getting attached? It seems like thing are going well but then a part of me is like "it's fake..stop it..stupid' I don't know.. asdfghjkl;
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Aww it's ok. I'm pretty awkward socially myself...especially online >.< Lately I feel the same way with my IRL friends, they want me to hang out with them when it's convenient for them but when I want to hang out, suddenly they have no time. Plus, I have become more nerdy then they are XD I wish I had more friends who understood ;_;
Otherwise, even tho she's sad, she's still super cute! >//A//<
Otherwise, even tho she's sad, she's still super cute! >//A//<
aww :< I think that's also my problem, a bunch of my friends all do drugs and all they talk about are drugs and sex and none of that stuff really interests me..so it's like I have nothing in common with them which makes talking with them THAT MUCH HARDER. ahaha. But I know what that's like ; ;
and thank you! ; v ; <3
and thank you! ; v ; <3
yeah we all know that feel...
no one ever calls me, I have to call them... I could be "offline" for weeks and no one would wonder where I went.. while if someone left for a few days I'd be worried.
I always wondered if I was doing friendship wrong... then I realized... I just had the wrong friends...
They would say "Oh, we were worried about you." Oh? Why didn't you call... or text or generally inquire...
-hugs- it's always great to vent. Just know you have friends here on FA
no one ever calls me, I have to call them... I could be "offline" for weeks and no one would wonder where I went.. while if someone left for a few days I'd be worried.
I always wondered if I was doing friendship wrong... then I realized... I just had the wrong friends...
They would say "Oh, we were worried about you." Oh? Why didn't you call... or text or generally inquire...
-hugs- it's always great to vent. Just know you have friends here on FA
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