Just a small depiction of how I spent my entire night. Up from nightmares, tossing and turning. Every time I closed my eyes it was a giant recap of the past two months and recent concerns, which has left me in an uber depression.

(Random Story Below, just a relation to the picture)

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Yesterday after my class was let out early, I take a really retarted way to walk back to my car, which is a short-cut for me. Someone was sitting on the hill I usually walk over, which turned out to be this mentally challenged girl that has been in a lot of my classes. She was just crying her brains out. Well, I sat down and stayed with her for an hour. I just let her talk and talk, let her get it all out and she asks, "You know? How it feels to be like this." I sort of smiled and put my arm over her shoulder and hugged her close. I explained to her these nights I've been having. How I haven't slept, but despite all that. I get up every morning, get ready, and get in my car to take that nearly two hour trip to come to school. After all that, after we're done talking, I have to get back in my car take the same drive home and do it over again in the morning. She sort of looked at me questioning why I'm always joking around in class and seem so happy than, which because you have too. That is just how I've always dealt with it. You need to make the best of the worst despite how hard it can be. Would you have preferred for me to just walk past you? I may feel like shit but doesn't stop me from asking how you feel. So, her ride showed up and she left and I took that god damn ride home.

So just a little bit ago this morning, I got a text from her, just saying thanks for sitting with me and hoping that I slept well. Haha, so yeah. That is it. A small amount of venting.