But no one ever said it would be easy. Sometimes, it can be the most difficult thing to deal with depending on the situation at hand. It can be especially difficult if you don't have someone by your side to help you through it. Being single isn't all fun and games. At least for me it isn't. I can't really speak for everyone else. It's hard sometimes seeing so many couples together and being reminded that your still looking for that special someone yourself. It's even more difficult when you have to watch someone you care about be taken away by another or watch them suffer and wish you could be their saving grace. Still, you know there's only so much you can do before you "cross the line" and have to step back.

However, despite all of that, there's still a small bit of hope that I manage to cling to no matter how much I tend to beat myself up. I'm still alive and I have no intention of leaving the world on my own terms. As long as I'm able to draw breath, I'll still keep searching for that special someone and I'll continue to wait patiently until that day finally arrives. I already know that it's not an easy road, but I'm still walking it after all these years and I'll keep walking till my journey ends.
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Another little vent piece for myself. Honestly, I don't really like the idea of putting these up whenever I "feel" something but there is some good that comes from them.

1) I get a drawing done and I actually like it afterwards...lol
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2) It does tend to help me feel much better when I'm finished

Just decided to go with an airbrush coloring on this one to get it out of the way. Sorry if you guys don't like vent pieces but it's my art so Ha! XP I've been on a roll this month and I want to keep it up. Let's hope I can get one more piece done before the end of the month hehe. Enjoy~