Calm is back, the cycle is over. It'll begin again I think. I hope not, but it will do, as it has done for about almost three years now.
Smile while it is possible. You'll have to go through again and again, you'll think the same things, feel the same things. Tougher or easier, no one can foresee. As for everything, enjoy the moment now, cry later when it is gone. Then restart and come over again with new ideas, good and bad.

Hope you enjoyed the trip through a small part of my mind. :)