
Decided to do a cheer-up picture for
robert_varulfur and went onto my usual search engine to look up couple references.
Note to self: Never search "couples" without a safesearch on.
ALL PORN.
I mean, I can handle naughty images when I expect them as references or something, but when I'm expecting some cute hugging, hand-holding, maybe a kiss or two........... and what greets me is PENIS, it's a little bit of a shock for this somewhat conservative artist.
Thank goodness the person at my livestream had left for a bit and didn't witness my immediate "OHGODWHY' and fast scrolling to get past the image.... only to find a dozen others before I just exited the internet altogether.
How I'm a furry beats me x'D

Note to self: Never search "couples" without a safesearch on.
ALL PORN.
I mean, I can handle naughty images when I expect them as references or something, but when I'm expecting some cute hugging, hand-holding, maybe a kiss or two........... and what greets me is PENIS, it's a little bit of a shock for this somewhat conservative artist.
Thank goodness the person at my livestream had left for a bit and didn't witness my immediate "OHGODWHY' and fast scrolling to get past the image.... only to find a dozen others before I just exited the internet altogether.
How I'm a furry beats me x'D
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
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Size 883 x 832px
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Yea. I seen that happen. Though then again, im mostly killed by my curiosity. And i fav almost everything wether i like it or not. I see i fav.
Anyways... I think its cute... I kinda know how she feels.. Though i learned to keep ot to myself (since the world we live in sucks and no one cares) thus causing me to become cold hearted till recently when someone really close to me died. Now i feel exposed and cautious. Usually i would be in a frisky mood (like most furs) but im quite depressed atm. Looking who to talk to and.. Yea... I been scarred pretty badly. Deaths, my mysterious "rape", my fked up life, my fked up past mates, and being generally pushed to places i hate. Sorry if i wrote that.. Didnt mean to.. Then again.. Maybe i did. I domt know what i want anymore.
Anyways... I think its cute... I kinda know how she feels.. Though i learned to keep ot to myself (since the world we live in sucks and no one cares) thus causing me to become cold hearted till recently when someone really close to me died. Now i feel exposed and cautious. Usually i would be in a frisky mood (like most furs) but im quite depressed atm. Looking who to talk to and.. Yea... I been scarred pretty badly. Deaths, my mysterious "rape", my fked up life, my fked up past mates, and being generally pushed to places i hate. Sorry if i wrote that.. Didnt mean to.. Then again.. Maybe i did. I domt know what i want anymore.
I know what it's like to be killed by curiosity x'D But when it comes to stuff like this I would rather not know all that exists.... >.>
And goodness D: That's quite a lot of stuff. Maybe you should try going to a psychologist. I did when I was depressed and it really helped.
And goodness D: That's quite a lot of stuff. Maybe you should try going to a psychologist. I did when I was depressed and it really helped.
Pfft... I have a psychology about psychology so that aint going anywhere. Plus i do go to psychologists. My problem is being able to express myself in the arts of writing but not in speech thus causing some sort of transtorn and/or mental desequilibrium plus a small split personality. Ik what my problem is, and there aint a cure. I have no friends so yea. That helps ..
Last time i made a note i was extremely ... Whats the word.... Fk my english.......... "arrepentido" in spanish..... Ooooo regret. I regreted it dearly. Ik... I just wanted someone to talk to. One thing for sure if this cheers anyone up. Whatever or whoever you are. If ur sad or whatev think bout it this way, you aint alone in anything and people all around have problems similar or worse than urs.. So dont think bout it too much.
What im specifically sad bout is that death though..
What im specifically sad bout is that death though..
XD a real Pewdiepie moment XD
(PS, if ya have no idea what I'm talking about, watch this. http://youtu.be/4dWIQ9N_tSc You'll know what I mean.)
(PS, if ya have no idea what I'm talking about, watch this. http://youtu.be/4dWIQ9N_tSc You'll know what I mean.)
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