We're finally getting our spring rain here, it's nice and wet, and chilly. Been raining hard all day today...and a mere two hours ago my grandmother passed away. I had planned on seeing here this sunday, knew it was only a matter of time. With 600+ miles between us, visits are not not something I can just get up and do.

The last time I saw her was Mother's day, she was so happy to see me. I'm trying my hardest not to cry, she's been telling me my whole life not to cry for her when she's gone, just be happy that she's gone to a better place. I'm trying...I broke down a little, but I doing my best to stay strong. For her.

Grandma, I'm going to miss you.