The act of wanting one that has caused harm or wrong doing to one's self harmed or done wrong to equal or be more than.

"Something deep inside me...Wants to see the truth from the lies and then have the truth transform into your pain. I want you to feel it. I want you to see what you did to me so much its causing me to cry. I want to tear you apart you liar. You liar. Liar, liar. You horrible little fucker. I want you smashed to bits and then torn some more. I'll do it with my teeth. My claws. My everything. I want you to FEEL my pain and then some. I still bleed. But now you will and they won't help this time. They are no longer blind but I am. Blind with my fury and hatred for you."