Yes i can has

So i didnt really want to make a character for it.
but i did.
He's still pretty much unnamed, but Isuzu is pretty much convinced his name would be Amnesia. I thought Sinner would be cool, but i guess his name is Amnesia ^^; He doesnt really have a gender- i dont put gender on things that arent really there- figments of my uncontrollable immagination.
but ill call him a HE for now, cause it would be weird if the thing tainting my twisted mind was a girl -nooffence-

Just stupid vent i needed to do. heheh
everything isnt alright, but i dont need you help.
you guys have been so supportive <3 thank you
but its never going to be the same
its not just liking someone, its my family/brother, my friends.

I think i saved a life yesterday.
Its easy to convince them not to do it.
But its hard to convince myself they would all be better without me.
I swear im not going to- probably because im too fucking scared, but i cant just leave you guys.
but i always think its going to get better
i had a motive- dont do it cause you never know what will happen tomarrow.
but i find that- i cant stand tomarrow. I realize, tomarrow wont be better. it enevr will be. I get excited for the best, but im destroyed when i realize today wasnt the day and i'd have to wait. but the wait isnt worth it anymore.
We hate eachother and its going to stay like that.
I have to face that now. Its hard but i guess ill just fucking suck it up.

wow that long vent. Sorry.

Amnesia is mine unfortunatly >_>