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It occurred to me the other day that the reason I am such a crappy friend is because I have abandonment issues. I think what happens is I actually don't trust anyone to stick around.
I mean waaa waa go cry about it.
But I'm really trying to figure out why I'm such a crappy friend. I feel SO much love for so many people. But all I ever seem to be able to do is disappoint or worry them. Whats more is how I simply don't feel like anyone actually knows me. I left anyone I really got to know behind. and the one person I thought wanted to know me...was too scared to be known himself. So I got abandoned again. And my thoughts are flooded with doubt and pain every day about every relationship I've ever had. I'm becoming hard and suspicious. And that's just not me. Which is why I left for so long. I didn't even speak with my own mother... I hid from everything. Because I was abandoned again.
I still can't believe he lied for six years. Like I was some kid he was stuck with. I can't believe he gave me me back my kiss...
I want to stop thinking about it. But I think I owed it to myself to draw one vent piece.
I mean waaa waa go cry about it.
But I'm really trying to figure out why I'm such a crappy friend. I feel SO much love for so many people. But all I ever seem to be able to do is disappoint or worry them. Whats more is how I simply don't feel like anyone actually knows me. I left anyone I really got to know behind. and the one person I thought wanted to know me...was too scared to be known himself. So I got abandoned again. And my thoughts are flooded with doubt and pain every day about every relationship I've ever had. I'm becoming hard and suspicious. And that's just not me. Which is why I left for so long. I didn't even speak with my own mother... I hid from everything. Because I was abandoned again.
I still can't believe he lied for six years. Like I was some kid he was stuck with. I can't believe he gave me me back my kiss...
I want to stop thinking about it. But I think I owed it to myself to draw one vent piece.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Miscellaneous
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File Size 93.6 kB
*huggles* I didn't realize how much he shook you to the core. I can be hard to put your faith in someone, but when you have friends and a loved ones like me and the rest. We will do what we can to catch you when you fall and help you get back on your feet and back to a happy Phiora. While it is true I don't know much about you beyond the music interests and batman and such. I do know that your a good friend. You try to be fun and supportive for your friends and enjoy making art for us who we love. ^^ I will say it again I am always a IM Call or Text way. You should have my info here Msn and cell number. If you need any of the info again I will gladly provide it. *pets head and wipes away tears gently* : )
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