im just really fucking upset right now. drawing and reading are really the only ways for me to escape reality, block out certain thoughts, and zone in on other important ones. right now this is a ref for depressed moody me. because...truthfully i am always happy and sunny. and in rare instances i get so dramatically upset and depressed i turn into a whole nother person...and I greatly affect the world around me...my friends think its the appocalypse when im sad for longer than 30 minutes...i shit you not...

right now i dont have anay fucking clue how to handle this...so here...

have a heartless monochrome bitten creature.....yeah