I sit here in thought .
I sit here in pain .

My mind a blur .
Of so many things .

Why won't anyone answer me ?
Why won't anyone care ?
Why am I alone ?
Does anyone care ?

My mind thinks back to that day .
The day the news came to say .
Goodbye . I have someone new ,
Take care . . . .

So here I sit all alone .
Alone with thoughts .
And my mind a blur .

I sit here now .
I sit here alone .
I sit in tears .
I sit here in fear .

So slowly now I raise her up .
To end my fears to clear my thoughts .

Will this be my final thought .
Who will miss me ?
Who will not ?

Should I stay and carry on ?



(I found this poem crumpled up in a folder. Its from a long time ago when as you can see I was pretty down and thinking things I never should have. I did the pic a day later. But now I can proudly say ..)

I stayed and carried on.