What's the point of living if you can't feel it?

Fine point you have there.

it's almost hard to chose: feel everything and drown in negative feelings, or feel nothing and never experience positive feelings

Such a binary logic... you don't have to drown just because you swallowed a little water.

Double posting... you don't have to be sad.

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ndjfdf awe thanks ;;
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oohh, that's very true. nice wording.

It goes to show that no matter how strong, centred, experienced, mature, grounded and driven you are... there is always a point where you will be reminded that you're human. There will always be a point when something will pierce your defenses and make you crumble, revealing you to be as vulnerable as everyone else. Sherlock, a man of incredible perception and clarity, who oft dealt with grisly matters and the seedier side of humanity, found himself in this same situation. No matter what you learn in life, no matter how strong you become, you will always be human enough to stumble, and it can be a harrowing experience when life reduces you like that. The important part is that you keep moving onwards, and that you find a way to deal with it, when you are reminded of just how fallible and human you are. That hound didn't stop Sherlock, and so, while you may not be a legendary super-sleuth, you are still just as human as he, so in time, you will climb over your (current) obstacles, and be once again back on track, complete, unbroken, but maybe a little bruised.

The experience sucks ass, but you'll keep breathing, and you'll eventually find your way past this. ;)

i eagerly awaited your comment on this piece and find i have nothing to add at all
worded perfectly as usual
thank you for being there dandan <3

Its almost like a juggling act
Let yourself run too much, and your going to trip yourself up badly down the line.
If you try and shut everything out, you end up trapping yourself behind a wall.

yes, exactly
hopefully i can find a happy medium at some point