just how ive felt today:

went to the doctor and he sent me out for x-rays

nurse made me change into the gown and yes im diapered always so im crinkling under this gown louder than normal *bluuush*

she laid me on this bed to take my xrays and randomly poking at me to position camera (which felt good since im not used to human contact just in general) and caused me to crinkle a fet times since it is my lower back *DEEP bluuuush*

while taking my pictures i closed my eyes feeling little, helpless and in pain.