Chillin’ with a flower and a little hidden bottle of pills. I used to be like “YEAH GLORIFYING DRUG USE ALL THE TIME IN MY ART WHEEE” and now it kind of upsets me. I kinda don’t want to be responsible even in part for people having idealized notions of drugs and drug use ‘cause it kinda fucked me up so then I don’t know how to feel about making this kind of shit. I guess I’m just reflecting a pattern of thought I’ve embodied out into the world since it’s inside of me but I don’t know how to feel about it ‘cause it’s kind of a dangerous one I guess or has been in my case.

Then again people can make their own decisions based on the information they get and shit, that’s why I babble about shit like this. The context of my art is important enough to babble about to me I guess.

I feel like I babble on and on about the same stupid struggle too much though, but I’m also just having a dip I guess.

I kinda want to draw more of this chick dfdofgij Wartortle is actually one of my favourite fucking pokemon ever it’s so fucking cool.